Lollylost Posted December 30, 2009 Posted December 30, 2009 Hi everybody, this is my first post so please be gentle. Anyway Im with the bf just about 4 years. Im crazy about him, relationship has defo had its ups and downs. Mightaswell start at the start, I fell in head over heels, shortly in well 12 months discovered he had signed up to several net dating sites with photos (totally crushed me) anyway we got past that. then 18 months in moved in together, discovered he was webcamming other women. Got past that discovered he was still meeting women and swapping fotos of genitals and what not. lol yes I know............................................ anyway got past all of that. here we are 4 years later. Im kinda just about past all that, Id actually love to be asked for my hand in marriage I kinda need some stability in my life if Im honest, its still a subject Im not really allowed bring up. So what Im good enough to live with but nothing else? I dunno feeeling a bit I dunno at the minute. the net dating I am past. Theres history there, I was well had spent a night in a sexual assault treatment unit shortly before we hooked up so there were always some issues with that there. To be honest I dont even know what Im looking for here. Needed to vent. Thanks all.
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