dyermaker Posted December 23, 2003 Posted December 23, 2003 Good, Giving up is the first step towards moving on.
Author dario Posted December 23, 2003 Author Posted December 23, 2003 I needed the chance to clear some very personal issues for my own piece of mind, too. I guess that me asking for that time was stupid. End of story.
dyermaker Posted December 23, 2003 Posted December 23, 2003 I'm sorry I couldn't tell you what you wanted to hear?
Author dario Posted December 23, 2003 Author Posted December 23, 2003 No, you're right dyermaker. There's nothing I can do. Nothing. I'm not good with matters of the heart. I don't want to return to my mad past. I don't want drugs, I don't want gambling, I don't want to go back into hell. I needed this small amount of time so desperately. Just something I needed to do. I think, in realising that she's too scared to see me...it's just a cop out. It's like, 'No, I want to enjoy my holiday without you. I don't want to see you etc. etc.' Maybe I'm reading into it. I was selfish. My friend told me that I was so happy around her - I was....but there's nothing I can do.
dyermaker Posted December 23, 2003 Posted December 23, 2003 There's nothing you can do about her, correct, but I hope you haven't given up on relationships in general. A healthy relationship in which both parties make each other happy is what you need.
Author dario Posted December 23, 2003 Author Posted December 23, 2003 We'll see, I guess. We'll see. Goodbye to all here at this site. I've never written into a website before like this. Take care.
Author dario Posted December 23, 2003 Author Posted December 23, 2003 Well, that's it - I guess. Goodbye to everyone at this website. I've never written into a website like this before. To all - take care.
dyermaker Posted December 23, 2003 Posted December 23, 2003 Do come back if you ever need anything, yes?
Author dario Posted December 23, 2003 Author Posted December 23, 2003 I will do. I'm becoming a stronger person and that's all that counts. I'm learning. It's hard...but I'm learning. I want to be a good person and that's what I aim to be. It's been a hard few years - but I'm willing to give it a shot from here on in.
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