nekoxchaos Posted December 25, 2009 Posted December 25, 2009 I have to admit, I used to look at my ex's facebook profile all the time while we were still together and get all upset when I think he would flirt with some girls.... it came to the point where I would get paranoid and jealous about every little comment and it made me feel like such a ugly person. Well that was one of the factors that really contributed to the final breakup, I know it was wrong for me to see what he would post on other peoples profiles and its stupid that I always bring it up. Anyways, he went to study abroad ... during that time I got upset again and blew up on him ... making me delete my facebook because I felt that was the only way I could trust him or myself. After he broke up with me I reactivated it, I saw some of his comments and he didn't seem upset at all about the breakup. Now few months later, after telling myself to not look at his facebook ... I did a few days ago and it seems that he blocked me from seeing what his friends posted on his site. So now Im really wondering if his hiding anything, but at the same time I feel like its better I never know and glad I didn't have an urge to look before. The thing is I have a blog that I have been updating, venting out etc etc. He checks it on alot, almost daily ;( so what the heck
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