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Worst day I've had in weeks! Thinking of breaking NC tonight!


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I hung up on her the last time we spoke last Tuesday night (10 days ago) and I know it's over, but I feel like calling her soooooo freakin' bad right now.

 

How do I stop myself! It's Christmas Eve and I feel like nothing is the same, and everything is surreal. I miss her unbelievably bad right now, I've been an emotional wreck almost all day.

 

I didn't think it was going to be this hard!

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I think today and tomorrow are probably hard on us all. I've been thinking all day about how "the new guy" will be with her and the family for Christmas eve and it just makes me sick to my stomach.

 

Don't break NC - it's never (or hardly ever) a good idea. Be strong - I feel your pain.

 

Eisenhower

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What would calling her achieve? I don't know your story but I'm guessing you're likely to feel worse if you DO call her? Anyone else you can call to talk it through with?

Don't do anything you'll regret (like I'm SO good at that!).

I've been an emotional wreck for most of 5 months, so I reckon you're doing ok :lol:

The surreal feeling is just horrible, I'm with you on that.

 

 

I hung up on her the last time we spoke last Tuesday night (10 days ago) and I know it's over, but I feel like calling her soooooo freakin' bad right now.

 

How do I stop myself! It's Christmas Eve and I feel like nothing is the same, and everything is surreal. I miss her unbelievably bad right now, I've been an emotional wreck almost all day.

 

I didn't think it was going to be this hard!

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