pearson_j16 Posted December 24, 2009 Posted December 24, 2009 Sorry, this one is long and will probably write a book about it one day! 3 months ago my ex girlfriend broke up with me after she went through my mobile and saw a text from the ex before her. After dropping her off home the next morning (yes she acted like normal after reading it all night and morning!), oh the text read 'would you like some fun'. This text was sent to me out of the blue and was NOT instigated at all by me. I realise i was wrong for not telling her about it when it was sent that night, but she has broke up with me twice before for now reason at all. I guess i was scared she would be it again and was protecting her from harm as she VERY insecure. Well before i got a text from my ex saying about the text that was sent, I rang me ex who sent the text and went mental at her (partly because I dumped her for cheating on me and finding it funny! she said she was drunk and thought i was single again!). Anyhow, My ex dumped me an hour later saying I had cheated on her (even though the text didnt imply I had). I know she has issues with previous boyfriends doing this to her, but it was obvious to anyone how much I loved her and thought the world of her and am not the cheating type of person. A few months of serious pain went by, me begging, she making up reasons to hate me etc... Then I went non-contact deleting her etc, but broke it a few times, she always picked up phone but claimed was over me, but obviously not. I am now in a kind relationship with someone else who is a lovely person, but I know the feelings I have are not for her, but my ex. Then I added my ex back onto facebook and she accepted. I could see she was single (already knew that!). One night few days back she text me 'You k', which i ignored and she wrote in Spanish I am missing something I shouldn't. I know deep down she is battling with her feelings and telling everyone she knows that I cheated on her makes it a justified reason to break up, but I know deep down she knows I didnt. Anyway today I text her early in morning saying 'Does saying someone cheated on you mean they have had sexual intercourse with someone else?. We argued a little about how i didnt, and she things I did, then she said 'I dont know why I still love you after what you have done! which throw me back. She then went on about how im in another relationship and things gone to far. I said i needed time to think about things and she said there is nothing to think about. Its clear she not coping and admitting she loves me after stating the opposite so many time throw me back! Obviously im in a relationship with someone else and sould end it if she want reconcilitation. So confused as I love the pant still off my ex as we never argued when together for a year, and we have so many positive memories. Deep down I know she is my one and know she wont find anyone better than me. I agreed to let it go as didnt want to upset her but said if you love someone it wont go away, and as I did everything to prove I loved her the last time love doesnt fade! Oh listen to Keri Hilson Knock you Down kind of sums up our relstionship. Thanks for reading, told you you probably think im mad, for still thinking about this girl, but when you are certain that even though seeing through her emotional immaturity and insecurity she is my one! MAD! Hope this story makes the silver screen! Thanks for your time James
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