Oxo Posted December 24, 2009 Posted December 24, 2009 ...I know he is just spending the day with family, he hasn't moved on to anyone new or anything, but I just wish he wanted to spend Christmas with me. I would've loved to be there on Christmas and I regret the break up so much now. We've stayed friends, and I've been very good with staying strong and just keeping it light and friendly, but then I have moments where it hurts so much I don't know where to put all these feelings! Not having any family at Christmas probably doesn't help. All my friends are going home for the holidays and I'm stuck here. I am spending Christmas with my best friend and her family, but they aren't MY family. I considered him family. I know I'm just whinging, I just need to vent and get this out of my head. I don't like Christmas, and I feel so down about waking up tomorrow morning alone in someone else's house with no family or presents or hugs. :-(
curiousnycgirl Posted December 24, 2009 Posted December 24, 2009 Oh Oxo - huge hugs to you. I totally understand. My ex always referred to us as our own little family unit. Of course that wasn't legally true - but now it hurts. It hurts that he will be celebrating a holiday without me. I know he will be with his friends, where we always went. But our little family unit is no more. so very sad.
ryanrabl Posted December 24, 2009 Posted December 24, 2009 Dont worry,I know you feel down in the dumps but think of it this way.Soon enough,you will find someone that will love you so dearly that you will have a family unit..trust me it will happen once you heal.You will get over it..this christmas that is the gift that I can give you-the promise that soon enough,everything will be ok.You will find a better person to spend the holidays with,possibly,for the rest of your life. Have a good one.
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