aingy again Posted December 21, 2003 Posted December 21, 2003 I am kind of in a bad mood today, not sure why but I feel such anger and hostility at my boyfreind sometimes that I don't know how to deal with it. he got cranky towards me this a.m. because he says I rush him when ever we go to the shop. (we had to stop there on our way to the mall today) even though I did not do that today or others day, in the past yes I have or he will stay there all day. so he got irritable this a.m. when we were there, thinking that I was rushing him when in fact I was not! so he gets this tude going and then it rubs off on me, then he comes out of his tude and I am still in mine mainly because he was in one first. I should not let him affect me that way but it/he does. so it stays with me. sometimes I hear myself talking and sounding like he does or use to be, he is much better with this stress counseling stuff, but still for many years I have heard his sarcasm towards me and or others and I tend to do it myself. my daughter sarah has even told me that I act more and more like him. and even if he never acted that way again I think I have just picked up on it to the point that I do it without even thinking now myself. I hate this in myself! I hate hearing myself yet seem unable to shut my big mouth these days...ugggggh. ....just another aspect of sounding like him I think, cause I didn't use to be this bad and i don't know how to stop it anymore! grrrrr...
moimeme Posted December 21, 2003 Posted December 21, 2003 Does your daughter like this guy? Is she happy you are together? Sometimes kids have better insight than adults do.
aingy again Posted December 21, 2003 Posted December 21, 2003 she likes him very much and respects him and appreciates the help he has given to her over the years and she is very happy we are together. there have been a few times when he has been very opinionated towards her and me and that is what she is talking about too i guess but other then that she greatly likes him!
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