ItsAllGoodAgain Posted December 21, 2009 Posted December 21, 2009 So I found out through a friend of a friend that my ex is officially back with her ex who is also the father of her child. I'm not sure what it is but I feel a since of relief. I don't feel so concerned. Maybe its because I know she's not wondering aimlessly, trying to find another partner. Maybe its because I know now that she's happy and doing well? I mean I don't know for sure but the reason she left me was to reconcile with him. Maybe I feel this way because I know her daughter must be as happy as ever? Having both parents together. Having a family. This is how its supposed to be, right? Maybe I had a little something to do with bringing a family back together? I really hope and pray that this works out for them. I truly want her and her child to be happy.
xoxo88 Posted December 21, 2009 Posted December 21, 2009 Maybe you feel relieved because all this time you've been wondering if she's dating somebody else and who that person is. Now you know it. There's no more wondering about it. Maybe you feel relieved because you felt sorry she had a broken family, and now everything is back to normal. I guess you'll find out at some point why you feel relieved but you have to dig deep into your soul and be ready to face any disappointment or pain that might come along with it.
Author ItsAllGoodAgain Posted December 21, 2009 Author Posted December 21, 2009 There is a feeling of dissapointment. I little sadness as well, but I know this is for the better. Well, I dont know that for sure because I don't know what their relationship is, but its what she wants. I feel that this is the closure I need. One last shock to the heart and now I can leave this in the past.
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