Charlemagne Posted December 20, 2009 Posted December 20, 2009 Hi guys, I'm done with the girl I was posting about here recently (she was engaged, I was chasing her, she told that she loved me, it was all BS..) Just after the break up I was feeling very happy. It was like this unburden my back. I felt that now I'm gonna change myself, purse my dreams etc. And this is partly true. Now I made plans, found some meaning in my life. But... I still miss her so badly.. We went NC on tuesday, on friday she sent me a message that she is missing me a lot, now is sunday and I have strong feeling to break NC.. I feel lonely, and I need her touch.. I want to stay friends with her although I know that she doesn't deserve it.. She doesn't deserve any of my attention.. But I want to contact her.. Be we her.. Please hold me back because deep inside I know that this is not a good idea, and I'm on the right way to be a better person, definitely without her.. Just need some support.. ;/
kickintheaz Posted December 20, 2009 Posted December 20, 2009 Hi guys, I'm done with the girl I was posting about here recently (she was engaged, I was chasing her, she told that she loved me, it was all BS..) Just after the break up I was feeling very happy. It was like this unburden my back. I felt that now I'm gonna change myself, purse my dreams etc. And this is partly true. Now I made plans, found some meaning in my life. But... I still miss her so badly.. We went NC on tuesday, on friday she sent me a message that she is missing me a lot, now is sunday and I have strong feeling to break NC.. I feel lonely, and I need her touch.. I want to stay friends with her although I know that she doesn't deserve it.. She doesn't deserve any of my attention.. But I want to contact her.. Be we her.. Please hold me back because deep inside I know that this is not a good idea, and I'm on the right way to be a better person, definitely without her.. Just need some support.. ;/ you said it in bold there Op... you are heading in the right direction, don't go back.. we've all done it and we've all seen the results of that particular failing.... theres nothing back there for you now, the only good things for you are in front of you... keep at it man.. you'll thank yourself in a week, a month, 3 months.. its dam hard, but ya've taken the step of going NC and thats the hardest thing... go do something productive for you when ya start thinking like that..
Meltkamp Posted December 21, 2009 Posted December 21, 2009 dont talk to her im in the same boat it will just continue your pain. I just went nc with my ex cause she was pulling me around through loops and stuff dont do it. Find a friend you can go hangout with give em your phone do whatever it takes to not break that
Author Charlemagne Posted December 21, 2009 Author Posted December 21, 2009 I preserved my face, and didn't contact her. Thank you guys for support! It would be such a mistake! Another question is.. Should I reply to her christmas wishes when they come or don't bother at all?
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