kickintheaz Posted December 20, 2009 Posted December 20, 2009 so, I had an encounter with a 'friend' last night (NO, not the ex!).. a friend who's been on the end of the phone these last few weeks.. stayed over, few drinks and laughs and then a very late night/early morning.. I feeling all sorts of weird emotional stuff today.. is this normal? Do I just need to wait for the heart to catch up with the head now? I am resisting the urge to ring the ex, for some reason I want to hear her voice.. is that some kind of weird guilt trip I'm on? and no, I NOT gonna call her.. but I findin it hard to understand these emotions at the moment... Anyone been here? pls share!!!.. could do with something to try help me unnerstand this.... thks
nobmagnet Posted December 20, 2009 Posted December 20, 2009 I nearly went there. But I very quickly realsied waiting for texts/calls etc was messing with my already messed up head. I was back to a place I didnt want to be. Might just be me. I really really enjoyed the attention though. I too had the tremptation to take a photo of this stunning tall sexy bloke and e.mail the ex.................didnt do it! hahahah the caption...............younger than you, sexier than you, much much much much better in bed than you and best of all........nothing like you. dont think that helped you soz xx
selena_cat Posted December 20, 2009 Posted December 20, 2009 No need to call the ex,what for? stay on NC. you are free to move on,its very important maybe you need to do more of the goody goody for your sanity,thats what i say. better yet, why dont you try dating the person who gave you the goods,why not?
Author kickintheaz Posted December 20, 2009 Author Posted December 20, 2009 No need to call the ex,what for? stay on NC. you are free to move on,its very important maybe you need to do more of the goody goody for your sanity,thats what i say. better yet, why dont you try dating the person who gave you the goods,why not? oh I know, I don't have anything to say to her not her to me... 'free to move on'.. its weird seeing that in black and white, oh I know its true, geez its near 9 months since the break up but with everything i've put myself through recently every week feels like week 1.. as to dating the person, thats gonna happen alright.. wasn't just a ONS... I'm a gentleman me!!
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