kickintheaz Posted December 19, 2009 Posted December 19, 2009 I went out, and I didn't crawl into my bed til near 4am.. and I DID NOT TEXT OR CALL MY EX.. for the first time out partying in 4 years I did not initiate contact.. I AM SOO PROUD OF ME!!! (you can all stand in line now to pat me on the back thanks! lol!) Plus.. I had a ball when out, I was chatted up twice!!, and asked on a date next week by a very nice (and kinda hot) woman... Big ups for me! and now I have a friend coming down for the night, who has been on the end of the phone for me these last few weeks, me and her gonna paint the town red.. who knows what could happen in the next 12 hours.. I am continuing to realise my strengths... I recaptured some of who I was before i got off the bus in ****sville... I know I can get past this, no matter how uphill the struggle seems... (and THAT is one of the more important realisations) I know I will let go of the ex now... (I just wish I knew when!) I have a new hope now.. and that hope is that very soon I will be ME again all the time and my god, but the world better watch out then!!!! :D:D:D:D:D
nobmagnet Posted December 19, 2009 Posted December 19, 2009 well done my freind! Its a massive boost when you go and have fun. Keep up the good work xx
twinklecat Posted December 19, 2009 Posted December 19, 2009 Well done kickintheaz! It really does feel much better when you have fun and forget about everything, and also gongratz on keeping up NC! x
selena_cat Posted December 19, 2009 Posted December 19, 2009 got into bed at 4am and fathered lots of children after 7 shots of Kamazes ..ok i'm bad:) really keep positive and keep moving forward,its hard with someone on your heart and mind,but you have to keep pushing forward. Also continue making plans plans plans! thats great your friend will paint the town red, or maybe more you go Kick,let us knowhow it goes!
nobmagnet Posted December 19, 2009 Posted December 19, 2009 hey did you know that "paint the town red" comes from my town her in blighty??????? Melton Mowbray. The local fox hunting faturnity inthe 1800's get pickled and decided to paint the swan statue red one night........soz just thought i would say!!
Author kickintheaz Posted December 20, 2009 Author Posted December 20, 2009 no contact last night.... but there was a reason.. my friend, who's been helpin me though these terrible weeks eh 'helped me move on a butt more' if ya know what I mean.. not sure how I feel today... happy, sad, regret?, guilty, happy, happy, happy, weird.... oh the emotional rollercoaster is a tough one to ride.. hmmm, is the physical moving on part meant to be tough as well?? (maybe I'll start a new thread on that question!) *Boooooooiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg...* sorry thats the sound of me rebounding....
nobmagnet Posted December 20, 2009 Posted December 20, 2009 hahahaha hey watch you dont get too serious too quick. Sex no strings is the way to go my freind! Please make that clear if you can!!!!! whey to go!! I recon its been so long I have healed up!!!!!
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