Pentel Posted December 19, 2009 Posted December 19, 2009 ok im gonna get beat up for this... we talked today, she said she loved me, and that we will take some time off... but later she "garanteed" me she will give me another chance... she went to a party and i went out with my friends and i called her like an hour ago... a guy picked up the phone, he was like "who's calling?" i said "is ***** there?" he: "who?" me : "***" he: she is with me now... me: "What?" he: she tells me she doesn't want to be with you... me: i want to hear her say it... and a girl yelled "i dont want to be with you" and he hung up... i called her again.. it happend the same i called her house, her mom picked up, i aask her whats up, she tells me shhe will call her.. i get a call from my ex she tells me "you're an *******, i dont want to talk to you again" i call her mom, she tells me it "was a joke" she tells her you can't do those jokes... and i say im sorry for the stuff i did when i was with her (that were really ****ed up) right now... im sooo numb... im lost in all the pain... all the suffering... im just on my limbo... lost on the happiness of looking for someone else... lost in the sadness of loosing her... so yea.. right now im lost in all the ****ness... the good thing of today is that i talked with a girl that i used to have a HUUUGEE crush on... we didn't talked much but we did talked, we were alone talkin... soo i hope its some good sign...
Kantor Posted December 19, 2009 Posted December 19, 2009 I've been reading a lot of your posts, and I know you are in love with her. However, these games are not fair to you or her. You both need to take a break and figure out what you need in your lives. This relationship is not working for either of you. Do the right thing for yourself, its time to move on and heal and find a girl who deserves you.
Author Pentel Posted December 19, 2009 Author Posted December 19, 2009 I've been reading a lot of your posts, and I know you are in love with her. However, these games are not fair to you or her. You both need to take a break and figure out what you need in your lives. This relationship is not working for either of you. Do the right thing for yourself, its time to move on and heal and find a girl who deserves you. yea... after this i don't think the voices in my head will want her back... the "joke" was tooo ****in much what she said today and what she did tonight was too much for me...
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