dashing daisy Posted December 17, 2009 Posted December 17, 2009 for absolutely no reason...he just said hey. did you get to see the show on tv tonight? that's all and i am once again an emotional wreck. i cried until i fell asleep, dreamt about him, woke up studied for a bit and then cried until 10 minutes before my final when i pulled it together and took the exam. i thought i was done being a pathetic mess over this stupid idiot who dumped me. he doesn't care so why do i? on top of everything i try to act sane when people talk to me about their relationships or crushes when all i really want to say is love isn't real, and you should get out now before your heart gets broken. i don't of course. i would just seem bitter and crazy. sorry for my punctuation, normally i am better about this. please don't yell at me about grammar and capitalization. i just want to say **** everything and sleep for a day, but i have a term paper due tomorrow. or maybe i will say **** everything and just fail. for those of you being better than i am about NC keep it up you guys are rockstars.
Author dashing daisy Posted December 17, 2009 Author Posted December 17, 2009 coming here when i'm upset was clearly a bad idea.
xpaperxcutx Posted December 17, 2009 Posted December 17, 2009 coming here when i'm upset was clearly a bad idea. You need to take all that sadness and angst and store them in a chest right now. Focus on writing the best paper you will probably ever write, and when you get that A ( or B) at least you'll have something to show for it. Don't fail a class or grade just because you're sad and crying from having a guy text you. He isn't your life. Your choices make up your life. If you choose to skip the paper then you'll only fail yourself as a person.
jerbear Posted December 17, 2009 Posted December 17, 2009 i just want to say **** everything and sleep for a day, but i have a term paper due tomorrow. or maybe i will say **** everything and just fail. for those of you being better than i am about NC keep it up you guys are rockstars. Don't do that. coming here when i'm upset was clearly a bad idea. Nah, sometimes it is good to get a few things off your chest.
Brightmoon Posted December 17, 2009 Posted December 17, 2009 Hi Daisy, Sorry you were feeling so low (((hugs))) How are you now? Good luck in your exam.
Author dashing daisy Posted December 17, 2009 Author Posted December 17, 2009 Oh, i only wrote coming here when i'm upset was clearly a bad idea. because the first post I got was calling me a bad name, but it got deleted. I figured it was a troll or something but it still made me more upset in the moment. I am working on my paper now. Thanks papercut I think you are right about needing to put those things in a box, and focus on what I need to do right now. He's not important and I would regret letting a stupid message from him affect my schoolwork so much. Thanks for your responses. I am feeling a little better today, but so much stress (not just him) on my mind that it is hard to focus.
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