a lonely holiday

[brock9911]

im not gonna sit here and pity myself and say how much i miss my ex ect. cause i really dont have those nagging feelings anymore that used to run through my head like a freight train. its been a long and still ongoing process to heal myself and become the person i once was. i will admit that i have enjoyed my time on my own. iv grown to make some great friends on top of the ones i had already, but none of my friends will replace the feeling of having that special someone with you throughout the holidays.

 

its depressing and lonely at the same time. and its not neccassarily that i miss her, but more or less the relationship in general. oh well its something u have to live and deal with. just sucks, its literally my first holiday season in 9 years iv been without her so its a little bit of a reality check outside of all the fun and partying iv done since we split.

[Kantor]

Go out with your friends and have fun, sitting at home being depressed helps no one in your situation.

 

Trust us, there is a lot of us in the same boat.

 

Worst case scenario log on to LS and we can all keep each other company.

[mickleb]

It will be weird but it could be worse. You know this. You'll adjust to it like you have every other thing. And next year will be fine.

 

We all need to reclaim Xmas for ourselves. I had no interest in it, this year. Just wanted to get it over and done with. Then, this Saturday, on a whim, bought a cute, fake tree. That tree is giving me so much pleasure. Because it is MINE! It symbolises my survival of my ex. And every reminder I have of how fine I am without him please me, very much.

 

Plan what you would like to happen this year. What you KNOW can happen. And make it happen. x

[teanoranges]

I'm just waiting for valentine's day to hit... that's the only holiday I really have a memory of my ex with... its going to suck... I'm sure all of LS will feel it.