kyta Posted December 14, 2009 Posted December 14, 2009 Well today it finally hit proper, 4 weeks broke up now, was ok for first 2 wks, 3rd wk was feeling it, but today wow, it hurts, i have that gut feeling, that empty feeling, i know this pain so well, we been txing for the last 4 wks, but txes have stopped since sat nite, silence all day yesterday, silence allday today, yet im not missing hearing from her, a cpl time over tha last wk she has been to friends and invited me to come, but i didnt go, i dont actully want to see her, im not angry at her, i just dont want to see her, i don't really want to hear from her either, yet im missing her so bad, doesn't help that we were such close friends last year, i just don't understand why im feeling like i do, i know i don't want to go back to her, so why the pain now, and today 4 weeks later? im confused more now, i dont want to start feeling like this again, aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Patrice Posted December 14, 2009 Posted December 14, 2009 Does it feel like you're moving through a tunnel and you know you have to keep going? Let the feelings come .. give it time, stay away and every day will get better. The light does appear at the other end of that tunnel xxoo.
Author kyta Posted December 14, 2009 Author Posted December 14, 2009 It feels like i have lost my being, i feel like im floating and this isn't happening to me, it feels like i just want to go i dont know where i want to go, i just feel like my world has fallen apart again, but i know it hasnt, i think its not what i want, but i dont believe my heart it telling my head it is what i want, confused is the best way to describe it, and fookin hurting.
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