Midge Posted December 13, 2009 Posted December 13, 2009 Really, how. We both know is best not to be together. He left five days ago because he is very aggresive and knows that he will hurt me or my kids if he stays. I've tried everything to save our marriage, but now I,m convinced it is too damaged. My problem is that I want to see him so bad it hurts. I think of him from the moment i wake up to when I go to sleep. Yesterday I caved in and called him, but he did not answer. Now i just want to get dress and go to his house to beg him to comeback eventhough I know how it is going to end. I have really good friends and i try to go out and distract myself, but as soon as I'm alone again I want to call him and beg. Someties I just don't want to wake up at all because I don't want to fel this pain. I'm affraid of the future. i don't want it to end. I want somebody to give me a pill that will make me not care anymore so I can go on with my life and take care of my kids without feeling this black horrible feeling come over me when I least expect it. I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
mark982 Posted December 13, 2009 Posted December 13, 2009 i'm sorry for you. whys he so aggressive towards you and the kids?
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