confused&lost Posted December 12, 2009 Posted December 12, 2009 Do feelings just stop, even on a break? It's like this is soooo easy for him. I have to make a conscious effort to not tell him I love him. Especially today. Today would have been two and a half years. But we've been separated for the past three and a half weeks. I keep having these dreams of him and it makes it so much more difficult. Most of them are so happy and we're back together again. Then last night.....was a nightmare. I got mad at him for drinking again.....and he decided as paybacks he was going to sleep with another girl. He's not that type of person at all. So I know that would never happen but it really disturbed me. I text him today as soon as I woke up and just started apologizing like crazy. He text me later asking if I was okay. I didn't know what to say. How do I ignore my dreams? How do I get over the fact that all I want to do is tell him I love him? I miss him so much and feel worthless without him.
loveblues Posted December 12, 2009 Posted December 12, 2009 well I feel the same too(sad). & the dreams you keep having is basically normal, you miss ur other half, and want him back. Its ok to be afraid sometimes. but I dont think you should tell him everything just now. Give it time! I know how hard that is, but he needs to miss you too,right? I mean feelings go both ways (not just one party) What u should really be thinking about is, how to keep your mind off of him a lil bit. and try to enjoy a little more of yourself, just like when u were single. keep busy. You gotta think about it as if you're going to be single once again. & keep hope and faith alive, someday maybe he'll realize how dumb he behaved.
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