rp123 Posted December 8, 2009 Posted December 8, 2009 After an eternity of pain for the last 3 months. After the pain of 85+ days NC.... We meet by chance, we sit and talk, and then kiss...We've now arranged to meet up at the weekend. I ask her about her new man, she tells me it was over shortly after we broke up... I ask her whether she's still in love with me, she says YES.... I ask why she didn't make more of an effort to contact me (she threw some breadcrumbs...) she said that she did try, but didn't want to inflict more pain upon me... She has lost alot of weight, and seemed shaken to see me. We kissed again and again. I told her that I thought I'd never get the chance to kiss her again, she said that kissing seemed so natural for us. Thats how it felt. Natural. Its totally turned my world upside down. after 3+ months of not being together, I was on the road to healing, and coming to terms with her loss. I was doing everything to try and detach from her. Now I don't know what to expect. Is she toying with me? Am I setting myself up for another round of suicidal pain? Is this just a game to her? Can I trust and believe her? I truly think I'd go insane if she played me... Why would she be lying after all this time, what would the motive be? Am I being a fool....?
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