Oxo Posted December 8, 2009 Posted December 8, 2009 I don't want to go into the whole drama but my ex and I were together for about 3 years, broke up about a month ago. That's pretty hard at the moment, still. Secondly, my parents told me if he was in my life, they wouldn't be. I didn't think they were serious so continued to see him and then they called my bluff. Now it's coming up to Christmas and I am parentless and partnerless. Plus I live by myself so spend a lot of time alone and I'm just not coping well. I didn't know if this was the right place to post or not but it seemed appropriate It just feels like something is taking me over, and I can't break free from it. I woke up this morning and I had this urge to just walk out on to the street and in front of a vehicle. I had to lock myself in and calm down for a long time before I could actually get up and continue getting dressed for work. It was really scary, and I'm worried by how strong the urge was! I guess I'm posting because I'm just really alone, and I can't give myself positivity right now, I'm out of it. I just need some hope
curtissleejoneslll Posted December 18, 2009 Posted December 18, 2009 Dear Oxo..........I hope that your doing ok these days, I see that it's been some time from this posting. YES it is HARD to feel like going on with all that is going on in your life, But remember that it is LIFE you living and time will make you feel better.......Not that is makes you feel better now. Being alone really is one of the hardest things a person can be faced with, and to have your family not want you to be with the one you want to be with ( WELL that is more pain than any human will ever deal with ) Maybe they see something that you can't see because of your feeling for him ( Been there ) Just remember time will change all thing.
GrayClouds Posted December 18, 2009 Posted December 18, 2009 Me to because Cindy Lou pissed all over me, how could she, she seemed so sweet: http://www.cel-ebration.com/CINDY-LOU-I.jpg
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