She broke up with me almost a year go.... so why does it still affect me

[lostandlooking]

I am new to this whole writing how you feel thing..... but my old gf she inevitably broke up with me almost a year ago....... but i still dont feel right. I turn down girls who are interested and seem to be on somewhat of a self-destructive streak of doing wrongs things?? I dont understand why its been more than enough time for me to get over it, and its not like i want to be with this girl all i'll say is she put blood into my food so you can see why i wouldnt. Any advice on this would more than aprreciated

[LovelyDaze]

all i'll say is she put blood into my food so you can see why i wouldnt. Any advice on this would more than aprreciated

 

 

I'm kind of a ditz right now, what does "she put blood into my food" mean?

 

If you mean she kept you going, kept you alive and happy then I understand.

It always seems that our ex is the only one to make us happy. After a year, are you still sad? Have you guys talked? What is it that you want to do if she were to return in your life?

[HokeyPokey]

Blood in your food! Literally? Or is that an expression somewhere? Disturbing....

 

 

Sometimes I think you won't get over someone until you get crazy over someone else again. And not just dating or general interest in a few people, but that serious infatuation that you probably had with her originally. I'm going on nearly seven months of NC and it is still awful some days.

 

But definitely avoid those self-destructive people. I hear they'll put blood in your food.