kickintheaz Posted December 6, 2009 Posted December 6, 2009 so, my first thought of the day, every day, for nearly 4 years has been of her.. but now tbh I am getting sick of waking up to her in my head, I am sick of feeling like crap, I am sick of wondering 'what she's doing now' (and yes I am sick of living in a Garth Brooks song).. I am sick of starting to text her and then stopping, I am sick of remembering good times and not the bad, I am sick of realising I am better off...so.. its not too far off, a new year, a new me, and I wonder.. ...as we all cope with our respective losses, betrayals, infidelities, disrespectful ex's, lying ex's, ex's who've moved on and left us here.. what are we going to wake up to next year.. pain? tears? emptiness? numbness?.. nah.. been there done that thanks.. so.. I want to wake up on January 1st 2010 thinking, I can't wait to get up and start the year as I mean to go on, feeling happy from within, feeling happy at all I've acheived in life, feeling confident I can go out there, look the world in the eye, and say "hey world, what ya got in store for me this year?.. cos I'm ready, willing and able to face anything ya gonna throw at me.. ..oh and while i'm at it world.... please tell me I took that womans phone number down last night!!!!" what about you guys???
LovelyDaze Posted December 6, 2009 Posted December 6, 2009 As far as a relationship? TAKE A DAMN BREAK!!! I need to understand that I am clearly not ready to be in one at all. Was dumped in October and rebounding horribly in December. I need to take a break.Period.
DenverBachelor Posted December 6, 2009 Posted December 6, 2009 "How did I end up in this ditch?" "Why is the sun so bright?" "What year is it?" "Where are my shoes?"
GrayClouds Posted December 6, 2009 Posted December 6, 2009 Mine: "Who are those three naked ladies in my bed and where did that penguin come from?"
worldcavedin Posted December 6, 2009 Posted December 6, 2009 mine; happy new year, let this year be the best year yet. well it defo cant be worse than last year.
XKatieX Posted December 6, 2009 Posted December 6, 2009 Even though I would want more than nothing to wake up all happy and think good thoughts for the new year.. I will prob just feel numb, and think what the hell is my life going to be like from here on out..
Template Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 Assuming I'll probably be asleep before midnight, my first thought the next morning will probably be, "I gotta pee"
deux ex machina Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 If I don't wake up with a half-empty bottle of Tequila and a bruised cervix, I'm going to be quite disappointed.
Template Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 Hmm.. anything I can do to help... Bad Temple <slaps hand>.... BAD! If I don't wake up with a half-empty bottle of Tequila and a bruised cervix, I'm going to be quite disappointed.
FeelingLonely98 Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 For me probably - what is she doing, where is she, ... I'd rather think - "Wow, 2010, a great year is ahead of me" (Well, better than 2009)
alphamale Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 "Great, i'll be writing '09 on my cheques until march..."
quankanne Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 Mine: "Who are those three naked ladies in my bed and where did that penguin come from?" :lmao::lmao: epic, as the kids would say! mine: "What an incredibly wonderful husband I've got to not mind that I'm spending my birthday with friends in South Texas!" alterate scenario: "Why o why do I always have to be sick with a bug this time of year? My birthday's gonna SUCK. Again."
silic0ntoad Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 If I don't wake up with a half-empty bottle of Tequila and a bruised cervix, I'm going to be quite disappointed. When can I show up? And do you prefer quervo or select?
Ilovecake Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 If I don't wake up with a half-empty bottle of Tequila and a bruised cervix, I'm going to be quite disappointed. I can't top that.
silic0ntoad Posted December 7, 2009 Posted December 7, 2009 I guess I really want to think: Wow, did I really just do that? Isn't that illegal in Oklahoma? o.O
Marina09 Posted December 8, 2009 Posted December 8, 2009 I would think that this is the first year aniversary of our break up, oouucchh, it still hurts to think about it...
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