texastapper Posted December 16, 2003 Posted December 16, 2003 where do I start... 7 months ago my girlfriend broke up with me. it is and was teh most painful experience I have ever gone through. We were together for three years and were both very deep in love with one another. I hit rock bottom and went through the suicidal side and emotional breakdowns etc. From day one of our break up she has claimed that she wanted to be friends and always wanted me to be a part of her life. To me this is the cowards way of saying she loves me but wants to keep me around in case she cant find anyone else. I want nothing but to be with this girl, it is my mistake that put us in this situation to begin with. I lied to her about something so very stupid that i regret every day. i never imagined things ending the way they did. i have learned so much since the end of ou relationship, I just wish I could prove it to her. She is still around and will not let me go and it makes it hard for me to let her go. When I see her she makes things ten times harder because she still gives me these looks like she loves me, but tells me she cant trust me. She claims she will never trust me again. personally I have learned that no matter the situation you always have to be honest. I will never change that. I just cant understand why she wont let me go, I try to avaid her calls and not call her but then she calls more and more, and my mind runs like crazy because I love her. The thing is I have never really gone away, do you think this would help us in realizing if we are truly meant to be or not. i just have to get off this emotional rollercoaster and let her go. Is ignoring her the right thing, I feel so bad ignoring the person I love, but is that the only answer. People tell me always do the opposite of what you feel is right. Please help, Im emotionally exhausted!
moimeme Posted December 17, 2003 Posted December 17, 2003 People tell me always do the opposite of what you feel is right. Well, that's goofy advice! Go out with her. Talk to her. Tell her to either take you back and agree to work on trust together or leave you alone entirely. Tell her if she actually cares about you, she won't hurt you so much.
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