countingstarsagain Posted December 3, 2009 Posted December 3, 2009 I've been separated from my boyfriend of three and a half years for almost two months now. It's been a long, hard, depressing two months, I must admit. He was my first love, and I'm still somewhat in love with him and feel some part of me will always love him. He started seeing someone two weeks after our breakup, which has been very painful for me. They seem to be super serious already. She stays all night at his place and they spend almost every moment together. I've been NC for two weeks now. He was calling me and making small talk, but he's stopped and I refuse to contact him. Last night, he posed a picture of the two of them kissing on myspace as his default photo. I have him deleted, but stumbled upon this picture through a mutual friends page. After seeing this picture, I felt nervous all throughout my body. It was a terrible feeling. Although it hurt, it has finally shown me that I need to move on. He's having the time of his life with his new girlfriend and I'm crying alone in my apartment. Although I know a lot of posts on here say checking their myspace/facebook pages will set you back, this has been a turning point for me. After seeing the picture, I immediately deleted all of the old emails/myspace messages I've saved over the years. And I feel great about it! I can finally say he's stupid, he's made a mistake, and I don't need him to make me happy. I can do much better. Just wanted to let everyone know about this. I wouldn't suggest you go on your ex's pages right away, but with this experience, it has helped me.
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