Surreal Dreams

[DustySaltus]

I've had three surreal dreams about my ex that have occured on numerous occasions. It's been 5 months since i've last seen her:

 

1) I hear from friends that she is in different places and whenever I show up there to see her, I always just missed her. Had this dream two or three times.

 

2) I am walking down the block in Israel and she walks towards me and she either completely ignores me or looks at me and says, "what are you still doing here, I don't love you anymore". I mean you can't get more upfront than that. Had this dream two or three times also.

 

3) This one was the most surreal. I am sitting in a rowboat out on the ocean. All of a sudden she shows up in a motorboat at the same a giant wave knocks me completely out of the boat but for some reason she is still on her boat intact. She keeps circling around me, laughing, creating giant waves as I cling to the boat, trying to get back on. She tries harder to make bigger waves and a storm comes but no matter what I never drown, I always hold onto the boat, even though I can't get in. I had this dream twice.

 

I guess some part of me is still 'holding on" for whatever reason. Any input or similar experiences would be appreciated.

 

Thanks

 

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[teanoranges]

Funny how dreams work. I dreamt of my ex every night for the first few weeks and still occasionally... luckily I'm so exhausted from work that I just sleep dreamlessly, or wake up right when a dream starts..

 

Three stick out the most:

 

1)My ex is with his new girl at a gathering, and I'm there and they sit near each other but he's really rather engaged in trying to converse with me. The conversation never happens because I wake up.

 

2) I'm on a bus and he's there too. Its crowded and somehow as the bus is moving along, we mingle our way to trying to sit near one another.. it never happens because the seats are all taken and its too crowded to get up and move.

 

3) Most recent, he contacts me somehow and tells me how much he misses me and doesn't love the other girl. It was all wrong and he couldn't stop thinking of me. This dream happened where all I could see was his eyes, but somehow I knew he was saying all of that.

 

Very hopeful dreams, sadly. My natal chart (in astrology) says that I have very interpretive dreams that are usually true... needless to say I don't really believe in it now!! haha.

Oh well, I could only wish.

[madrugada]

These sound very similar to my dreams, which I had a lot at first, but they are fading.

 

The one that recurs the most is where I'll be in a crowded building, a mall or even a high school, which is strange because I'm 35, but anyway I'll see my ex across the crowd of people and try to make my way to her, but I get to where she was standing she's gone.

 

Or else I'll be sitting in a restaurant and I'll keep hearing her laugh coming from the next room. When I go to look for her, she's gone.

 

The last dream I had was a vivid rehash of the breakup. But in the dream I managed to talk her into staying. It was like the dream was the way I wished things had turned out, and when I woke up I was crushed all over again.

[DustySaltus]

Yeah, i've had those dreams of fighting through crowds in different places to get to them. It's weird because in the beginning I was having dreams everyday and then about 2 months in they really stopped. I started dating a few people but recently they have returned VERY, very strong. I don't know why. I guess my mind is still fighting to let her go.

 

It's funny the other night I was out with some girl i've seen on a few occasions. She asked me that if my Ex called tomorrow to work things out what would I do. I said that I wouldn't take the call. But in my heart despite all the nonsense and hurtful **** that occured I might've just taken it.

 

Like I've said before you can't love anyone more than yourself but the fight that's occuring inside me now begs to differ.....and it just came out of nowhere.