teanoranges Posted November 30, 2009 Posted November 30, 2009 My dream is a romance novel, a romantic movie, a fairytale... and so what? Just because I envision a romance, doesn't mean I'm not still grounded in reality. Today at work on my break, I was thinking of stuff, of course. Other people were in the room, and being shy and not really clicking with all of them, I try to keep myself occupied. I tried to think of my ex, because usually I can just go to lala land with that, but I ended up thinking about how my mind just doesn't focus on him like that anymore. Of course, I still have a little bit of hope left that he'll talk to me, but at the same time, I think of that with soo many people.. It just made me realize how much him, as a person, is gone from my mind. But 'a him' in a dream still lives on. Keeping busy really works, and living really works, but it took me changing everything and getting busy with something new and thought-consuming to evict him from my head. Nice. Let's hope a relapse isn't on the way!
sean1970 Posted November 30, 2009 Posted November 30, 2009 It just made me realize how much him, as a person, is gone from my mind. For me, becoming increasingly harder to vividly remember her face (have only seen her twice since early July). Makes me sad a bit, but I know it is one more step forward. At least I hope it is...
USMCHokie Posted December 1, 2009 Posted December 1, 2009 For me, becoming increasingly harder to vividly remember her face (have only seen her twice since early July). Makes me sad a bit, but I know it is one more step forward. At least I hope it is... Yep...with each passing day, it feels like I miss the memory of her more than I miss her...because the memory is all I have left...I really do hope to be able to see her face again in this lifetime...
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