dashing daisy Posted November 29, 2009 Posted November 29, 2009 I responded, we're talking.... Why am I acting like a complete idiot? This is a bad, bad, bad idea. But I'm doing it anyway? Suddenly I'm a masochist... **** "love"
Arabella Posted November 29, 2009 Posted November 29, 2009 You're acting like an idiot because you still harbor hope in your heart, even if you deny it to yourself.... You already know it's a bad idea. Tell him to leave you alone and move on. Arabella
Author dashing daisy Posted November 30, 2009 Author Posted November 30, 2009 At least now I'm reminded of what an ******* he is. Whenever I stop talking to him entirely I somehow only think of the "good times" and think I might want to be with him. Now that I talked to him at least I remember he's not worth my time at all. Gonna have to figure out a way to keep that in my head permanently. I can't believe I was so into this guy. It makes me mad at myself that I went out of my way to spend time with him and be with him. How did I not see this before? I think it's probably a good lesson to learn though. Or there is a lesson in there somewhere. I mean, it couldn't really have just been a complete waste of time right??
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