i love my husband, but i m facing problems in my relation

[taniya]

hi all, have been married 2years and my husband is a doctor. he remains busy most of the time in his works and gives very less time in home. i tried to adjust in this for 2 years but this days its becoming hard for me. my husband is a good man and he loves me also, i love him too, but the most of the times i feel alone in home. over it, i m slowly getting attracted to his friend, who sometimes drops over to say hello. i have tried to divert and i have talked with my husband also to give me time, but he has too much responsibility on him in his work. i know its very wrong to have sex with other men, specially his friend, but what do i do? i slowly falling in to it... i really don't wanna do anything wrong but this days it gets difficult for me....

 

i have a job of 5hours already, i use to have some hobbies before but this days i also cant concentrate too much, everything feels dull, my husband comes home at around 2am or 3am and leaves again at 7-8am. i try my best to use the time, i get with him, but he has too much tension in his mind from his work. even when he is home, he is alyas in to paperworks or other stuffs. i tried to divert myself also,... but its not so useful. i fantasize having sex with his friend, or i become a lil flirty with him or other men or allow them to get lil naughty in talks with me. i know this is very wrong, i m guilty from inside, but i donno wat to do, i feel upset about it..........can any 1 help me please