slowmoveguy Posted November 26, 2009 Posted November 26, 2009 I could hardly believe my first love used me too see another man, cause she couldn't leave the house, unless her father knew it was with me. She planned a date with him, telling me she was gonna be with friends. How long was this all happening? I feel as if it was happening long. She, wasn't perfect, but I thought the love was there for me, so she was perfect for me. But, right now everything seems wrong. She was my first love and everything went wrong. As, days went by, then weeks, into months. I had to see her, just to get clarity. I never knew she could be cruel towards me, if only she knew just how painful it was. When she told me there was someone else, I didn't want her to feel bad, so I did what I thought was right. I let her go, if she should return, then I'll wait. I've been waiting for so long and I wanna move on. Because, God knows I tried everything. Changed my ways, the things I believed, and who I am, but it wasn't enough. I couldn't take it, I wanna be loved for me, cause I can't lie I wanna love truthfully. I'm caught in between love and my first love, which are both different. My first love was no good, but love feels too good. I know it's in the past me and her. But, how am I suppose to move on?
GrayClouds Posted November 26, 2009 Posted November 26, 2009 I could hardly believe my first love used me too see another man, cause she couldn't leave the house, unless her father knew it was with me. She planned a date with him, telling me she was gonna be with friends. How long was this all happening? I feel as if it was happening long. She, wasn't perfect, but I thought the love was there for me, so she was perfect for me. But, right now everything seems wrong. She was my first love and everything went wrong. As, days went by, then weeks, into months. I had to see her, just to get clarity. I never knew she could be cruel towards me, if only she knew just how painful it was. When she told me there was someone else, I didn't want her to feel bad, so I did what I thought was right. I let her go, if she should return, then I'll wait. I've been waiting for so long and I wanna move on. Because, God knows I tried everything. Changed my ways, the things I believed, and who I am, but it wasn't enough. I couldn't take it, I wanna be loved for me, cause I can't lie I wanna love truthfully. I'm caught in between love and my first love, which are both different. My first love was no good, but love feels too good. I know it's in the past me and her. But, how am I suppose to move on? The good news is now you know love and next time it will be mutual. In the mean time read these and do what it says, it will help with the pain and more importantly help you learn to find someone of quality and you both will love truthfully: The No Contact Guide So you want a second chance?
GrayClouds Posted November 26, 2009 Posted November 26, 2009 It will be hard and painful but you will get over it and find something better. Good luck.
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