5 months....digging myself out of this hole

[angelface78]

Its been about 5 month since the breakup. Today i am 50 days NC. In these 5 months i only broke NC once after 3 months. I never thought i would make it this far. I see all the people that started here w me around the same time. Gray Clouds, Silicontoad, Taucher.....man we've been here for a while. Im glad to see we are all doing better. This week i feel so much indifference its not even funny. Its weird. Just last week i felt bad now im better...just like that. I plan to have a great Thanksgiving. Ive been seeing somebody here and there. He's a great guy and he treats me like a queen. Wow!!! Last thing i heard about my ex...his sister told me he got kicked out of the house by his dad so he has now shacked up w his rebound and her son. GOOD LUCK BUDDY!!! Responsibility is not his forte. Anyway...im feeling and looking great. Taking good care of myself. Getting my pedis and manis taking care of my skin, hair and of course figure. Im very thankful for all my friends and all the people here on LS. To those of you that are barely jumping on this rollercoaster. Hold on tight but dont worry the ride gets easier as time goes on. I remember the many sleepless nights and mornings of anxiety attacks. Those were the worst days of my life. Those days are ancient history. It really is true.TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS!!!

Edited November 24, 2009 by angelface78

[Ms. Joolie]

Got kicked out of his house by his dad?! Seriously, what journey is HE on?? Sounds like you are better off without him anyway!

 

You sound great! It's like you had a big breakdown last week, but from that you got a big recovery! I'm so happy for you... or WITH you!!

 

I think that's important to realize, too. With every breakdown, comes a recovery. ahhh.... life!

[GrayClouds]

Its been about 5 month since the breakup. Today i am 50 days NC. In these 5 months i only broke NC once after 3 months. I never thought i would make it this far. I see all the people that started here w me around the same time. Gray Clouds, Silicontoad, Taucher.....man we've been here for a while. Im glad to see we are all doing better. This week i feel so much indifference its not even funny. Its weird. Just last week i felt bad now im better...just like that. I plan to have a great Thanksgiving. Ive been seeing somebody here and there. He's a great guy and he treats me like a queen. Wow!!! Last thing i heard about my ex...his sister told me he got kicked out of the house by his dad so he has now shacked up w his rebound and her son. GOOD LUCK BUDDY!!! Responsibility is not his forte. Anyway...im feeling and looking great. Taking good care of myself. Getting my pedis and manis taking care of my skin, hair and of course figure. Im very thankful for all my friends and all the people here on LS. To those of you that are barely jumping on this rollercoaster. Hold on tight but dont worry the ride gets easier as time goes on. I remember the many sleepless nights and mornings of anxiety attacks. Those were the worst days of my life. Those days are ancient history. It really is true.TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS!!!

 

 

I can not believe how far you have come over the last fee weeks. I am very happy for you.

[angelface78]

Thanks Gray and Ms Joolie.....its all a process. It truly is a rollercoaster. I know someday im gonna get completely off this thing.

[wondering_girl]

hi angelface, glad to see you are doing fabulous babe!

 

have a happy thanksgiving - glad to hear there's a new cutie in town!

[angelface78]

Thanks wondering girl. yes i am doing so much better. I dont know how its happened but i am digging myself out of this hole. I am not suffering like i was before. I feel happy