scorpio4 Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 I split up with my ex boyfriend matt after two years of being with him, just because i felt young and wanted to be alone. Two years later (im now 18) and we had been constantly bumping in to each other and chatting and realising how much we missed each other and got along so well, not to mention huge sexual attraction between us. The only problem is by this point, matt is in a relationship with a girl for a whole year. this didnt stop us starting to talk on a deeper level and soon enough we started having sex. Matt said that hes never loved anyone more than me, and that if i was prepared to be in a relationship with him he would split up with his girlfriend there and then. But i wasnt sure, so we just made a deal to meet each other more often. After agreeing to meet saturday night, i saw him out and pretty much the whole night he was in front of me and ignored me the whole night...i went home feeling so hurt. i texted him the next day asking him to explain himself and he sent me a huge apology and how much he wanted to get to me but couldnt and how hard it is to talk to me in public, so i put the cards on the table and said i wanted to go for the relationship with him, and now i hear nothing. Hes ignoring my texts and phonecalls, and to be honest i actually cant stop crying...Hes always been more in to me than i have him, and in some ways i feel like this is his revenge on me. but i do love him, i wish he could just see im being genuine and leave his girlfriend for good to start fresh. i feel so hurt and confused by what hes trying to do. I miss him so much and want him back and i cant feel the same about anyone else....please help because i feel so useless right now.
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