slamina Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 Hey there guys, just an update from a few days ago...I'm doing OK, but just OK. I've been reading some of the other threads here (especially tauchers) about noticing everyone being in a relationship it seems, apart from us. Today, it was, freakishly, many peoples (that I know of) 1 year anniversary, needless to say that it was my would-be anniversary not too long ago. Just seeing it makes me tearful. Today at work, I had to run away to the toilets to shed a tear or two about something someone said . Its awful. Meanwhile I've been fighting with all my might to keep NC. My ex keeps going on MSN, and she NEVER went on MSN except to talk to me. I've been ignoring her but it just gets me thinking whats goning on in her mind? But yh yh yh, I understand, unless theyre breaking down the front door, theres no need even thinking about it. Its just bloody hard man. Its tough man. I live in an apartment that overlooks the city I live in. I looked out of the window to see the city lights and the skyline. Its beautiful. I can't help but wonder: there must be a girl who I think is just as beautiful out there somewhere looking for me, someone who'd love me back as much if not more than I love her. Where are you??
hopesndreams Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 Yeah, she's out there and she will find you or you will find her but that will only happen when when the pain of the breakup and the pining for the ex is over and done with.
McGrupp Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 thats gottta be some of the saddest **** ive ever read
j_cali_man Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 I think she will appear when the thought of your ex no longer gives you the sick feeling in your stomach, tightness in your chest, lump in the throat, borderline tears, or any of the other feeling of anxiety that you may have (and that I am working through at this moment). In another recent post I remember it being said that imagine if you met a person who was in the same pain that you are in...and trying to have a relationship with her/him. No way would that fly. Still totally hung up on the ex. Well that's how we are now and even if no mention of our ex comes up when meeting new ladies, the thoughts of them in our head end up preventing us from doing what we need to in order to connect with someone new. She is out there. Kinda feels good to imagine what cute quirky things she will have and such. Heal for now. Will get you ready for the good stuff to come. J
Author slamina Posted November 24, 2009 Author Posted November 24, 2009 Mcgrupp, why are ypu being such a jerk? If you've got nothing positive to say, then dont say anything.
McGrupp Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 eesh. sorry. just saying what came to mind. how bout...get some binoculars and have some fun!
Ms. Joolie Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 Or at least constructive criticism, McG.... sheesh
Ms. Joolie Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 I live in an apartment that overlooks the city I live in. I looked out of the window to see the city lights and the skyline. Its beautiful. I can't help but wonder: there must be a girl who I think is just as beautiful out there somewhere looking for me, someone who'd love me back as much if not more than I love her. Where are you?? Of course there is someone out there for you. There are millions and millions of females out there. What YOU have to do is discover them, date them... you have to actually go out to that city below and be present to what's out there. You'll find what you are looking for if you open your eyes to it.
Recommended Posts