Ultiman Posted November 23, 2009 Posted November 23, 2009 Today she came to my house to pick up on item of hers. She came in we talked for about 10 minutes asking each other how we were doing, she was so nervous and so was I. She also asked me if i hooked up with any girls, which confuses me so much as to why she ever cares about that. Anyways I tried to get her back and asked her if she would give me another chance in which she said that she like being single and only time can tell if we get back together. I accepted it and she left. Now I was expecting my emotions to run wild and out of control from this turnout. I was expecting myself to break down crying but i didnt. Instead I feel calm and for the first time ever I actually feel relieved like if i have finally accepted the situation I am in. Finally I am excited to my current new single status. I could be very premature to be stating these things but this time I think I am not.
j_cali_man Posted November 23, 2009 Posted November 23, 2009 Wow, Stay strong. Your post will help many including myself. The asking her part was iffy but your heart was talking. One week from today I will be doing the same stuff swap.... J
Author Ultiman Posted November 23, 2009 Author Posted November 23, 2009 Wow, Stay strong. Your post will help many including myself. The asking her part was iffy but your heart was talking. One week from today I will be doing the same stuff swap.... J My nerves were shot waiting for her to get there and when she was inside my house. Ive never felt such anxiety ever in my entire life. You will feel the same my friend but afterwards it will make you so much stronger.
Ms. Joolie Posted November 23, 2009 Posted November 23, 2009 Good to hear another week's gone by and you're still moving forward.... good work. Keep it up! You've shown a lot of strength and courage in your coping.... yep, I bet there really will be someone special for you.
Thebob Posted November 23, 2009 Posted November 23, 2009 I'm sure you'll feel differently soon, but it happens that is part of the healing process. YOu feel great one day and accept it, then you feel horrible the next and don't know why. But stay strong and I hope you feel great about your single status until you find another girl. Thebob
Author Ultiman Posted November 23, 2009 Author Posted November 23, 2009 She was so nervous, trembling sweating etc. I dont understand why though... Funny after not seeing her for a month when i did see her she did not look as beautiful as she once did to me, funny how strong perception is to the human mind. Its like after all the hurt she caused me in this past month my mind has put black mark on her name permanently.
Author Ultiman Posted November 23, 2009 Author Posted November 23, 2009 Omfg she just showed up at my house again to return a ring I gave her. Wtf this time she didnt even warn me why the fuuck would she do that?? Im here in my room listening to music and i turn around to see her walking in....
NopeNah Posted November 23, 2009 Posted November 23, 2009 Omfg she just showed up at my house again to return a ring I gave her. Wtf this time she didnt even warn me why the fuuck would she do that?? Im here in my room listening to music and i turn around to see her walking in.... She just walked in your house? What the hell?
HeavenOrHell Posted November 23, 2009 Posted November 23, 2009 STOP! You're reading into it... I do this all the time Omfg she just showed up at my house again to return a ring I gave her. Wtf this time she didnt even warn me why the fuuck would she do that?? Im here in my room listening to music and i turn around to see her walking in....
Author Ultiman Posted November 23, 2009 Author Posted November 23, 2009 She just walked in your house? What the hell? Yes and she gave me the ring and i told her "why would u come here" and she said to give me thing ring and I looked at her pissed off and just turned around back to my computer and ignored her so she left. My heart was beating so fast i though it was going to explode i never felt it beat so fast in my entire life
NopeNah Posted November 23, 2009 Posted November 23, 2009 Yes and she gave me the ring and i told her "why would u come here" and she said to give me thing ring and I looked at her pissed off and just turned around back to my computer and ignored her so she left. Yea..that'd piss me off. Just shows you how selfish she really is.
Author Ultiman Posted November 23, 2009 Author Posted November 23, 2009 dammit now im confused, and i was doing so good. Funny right at the moment when she came into my room I was thinking to myself that i was finally getting over everything and beginning to feel happy so ironic
NopeNah Posted November 24, 2009 Posted November 24, 2009 dammit now im confused, and i was doing so good. Funny right at the moment when she came into my room I was thinking to myself that i was finally getting over everything and beginning to feel happy so ironic Nothing to be confused about here.. She didn't stay and try to talk to you about working anything out...instead she walked away AGAIN! Think nothing more of it. All that took place today was another selfish act by her.
Author Ultiman Posted November 24, 2009 Author Posted November 24, 2009 Nothing to be confused about here.. She didn't stay and try to talk to you about working anything out...instead she walked away AGAIN! Think nothing more of it. All that took place today was another selfish act by her. Yea shes confused now and is beginning to miss me so she comes to see me two days in a row for some stupid shiit. I made sure when i brought back her laptop to her house that she wasn't home. I didnt give a fuuck about that stupid ring hence why i didnt ask for it back.
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