How many chances do we get?

[h0wl0ngcanitbe]

So me and my girl Dawn dated for eleven months. To overview she was my high school sweetheart she was my first date and my first kiss. We dated in high school like most people for like a week but it was a great week of my life and I will never forget her. Time goes on and we part ways and then six years latter fate brings us back together. We instantly hit it off, like peas and carrots and it was a great an amazing time. I absolutely love her! I want the marriage kids everything.

 

But like most relationships we have issues. Some trust factors that never got resolved early on and similar matters. In the first year we have really rough moments that push us to the edge but we always make it through because ive never wanted anything more in my life and im willing to do anything for her. She absolutely amazing to me and has been nothing but an angel and I have defiantly taken her for granted over the coarse of us.

 

Just a few weeks ago I pushed us over the edge. Im a naturally very outgoing and flirty guy I get along better then women then I do with guys. Ive never had a problem befriending girls and its just second nature to me and too that end it has gotten me into trouble for the last time. At a party at my place I was flirting with a girl and crossed the line by being way too forward with some random girl right in front of her. I feel awful ive never felt worse. It terrible how after the fact you see yourself from there perspective and know and understand what it must have been like through them.

 

That being said do I deserve another chance, shes just torn and said shes exhausted of alll the little issues building up over time. I know she still loves me but I think she is just paralyzed by the recent events to go any further. But im not giving up, im ready to leave my old ways and be the kind of man I should always have been to her but i think im just not gettin through to her because she just wants space but at the same time says if we have any chance she needs to see something tangible that has proven to her that I have changed.

 

So I write her every night and I keep my distance. Ive even done a youtube apology that I wanted to run by you guys to see if its a really lame idea or not. I need to win her back because no one has ever loved me the way she has and i need her to know that I can be that guy again that made her the happiest girl in the world. Im gonna post a link to the video any input would be great thanks guys.

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVA7oclv4rA

[BTLC23]

I don't know man I'm not sure how your relationship was but I would annoyed and turned off If my bf did this. I actually thought about doing this myself but it seems kind of pathetic. I am not a girl but I don't think it would be good

[h0wl0ngcanitbe]

So the video is a bad idea huh? Well thats kinda what I need to know before I try it for now its just the letters, and she seems ok with that. She loves the little things and we were an amazing couple I just never gave it my whole 100 percent.