mr heartbroken Posted November 22, 2009 Posted November 22, 2009 Hey, havent really been on in a while. Just kinda having a hard time recently with a few things. It's been nine months now and without a word of a lie she is still my first thought when i wake up and my last thought when i go to bed. I am dreading the christmas period. I am missing her smile and the way that she was. I found myself talking about her the other night to a few friends about when we did this and when we did that. I know she has moved on and is dating a guy. Fair enough for her. I have been out on dates and seen a few girls but nothing is the same. I know that it wont be the same and that every relashionship is diffrent. I met this one girl and we seen each other a few times. She was drop dead gorgeous body that most woman would kill for and a great percenalty. We had sex and i felt nothing. This is an amzing person chasing after me and i dont feel passion hunger nor do i want to spend time with her. Time is a great healer and i know that i am better now than i was five months ago but i cant wait intil i am over the fact that i dont have a relashionship with her anymore. I havent spoken to her in over 10wks and now its starting to bother me. Any advice or help would come invery handy. If you have read this thanks for taking the time.
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