the thoughts

[teanoranges]

I'm pretty well without any hope of getting back with my ex. Its sad but its fading.

 

I was reading a book today and some scenes were romantic and it made me long for that love, and remember how I once had love.

I want to shower love on someone, say sweet things, do sweet little things for them.

I know it will come later, but its still sad now.

 

I had such undying love for my ex, and now that feeling is fading.

I thought I'd do anything for him, to have him, and now the desire to is fading.

 

It feels like I'm more sad over giving up than actually losing him, which is hard to say or believe.

 

I miss that love. The love they have together now.

I'm happy for them, but sad for what was lost.

 

Time heals, and I know these memories will be gone to the back of my head. Just memories of a once nice experience that I won't long for.

I feel bad for putting them there, but that's where they have to go.

 

I love him now. I admit it. I feel like I need to apologize for having to let such a feeling go.

Edited November 18, 2009 by teanoranges

[McGrupp]

thats sweet. youll love again

[JaggedRoad]

I'm pretty well without any hope of getting back with my ex. Its sad but its fading.

 

I was reading a book today and some scenes were romantic and it made me long for that love, and remember how I once had love.

I want to shower love on someone, say sweet things, do sweet little things for them.

I know it will come later, but its still sad now.

 

I had such undying love for my ex, and now that feeling is fading.

I thought I'd do anything for him, to have him, and now the desire to is fading.

 

It feels like I'm more sad over giving up than actually losing him, which is hard to say or believe.

 

I miss that love. The love they have together now.

I'm happy for them, but sad for what was lost.

 

Time heals, and I know these memories will be gone to the back of my head. Just memories of a once nice experience that I won't long for.

I feel bad for putting them there, but that's where they have to go.

 

I love him now. I admit it. I feel like I need to apologize for having to let such a feeling go.

 

I tried to finish reading P.S. I love you after the break-up. I didn't get past page 133.

[USMCHokie]

I thought I'd watch The Notebook for the first time two days after the breakup...just to see what it was all about...talk about fun....yeesh...