lilbelle Posted November 13, 2009 Posted November 13, 2009 I know I went through this the other day. I want to do it right now. Can't stop this. I so want to break nc. I want to tell him how important he is to me. How much I love him. How much I need to make things right before I move. God help me through this.
USMCHokie Posted November 13, 2009 Posted November 13, 2009 I know the feeling...and it's good that you came here first to let it out before breaking NC...it's tough, but as you very well know, it gets easier...you have your good days and your not so good days...it's making the not so good days as good as they can be... And you know what...? I think he does know how much he means to you and how much you love him...even after these couple of months NC with my ex...deep down inside, I know that she knows that I loved her more than anything...but it's their choice of what they want to do with our love...and we can't keep pushing them...if they choose to leave it behind, then it's their loss... Breaking NC just to tell him something he probably already knows won't help things...and it won't help you...it'll just restart the NC clock for you, and everything you've worked through since you started NC...don't waste that progress...
Author lilbelle Posted November 13, 2009 Author Posted November 13, 2009 Gd man. I'm so frustrated. I need him to feel this loss. To know I would have done anything for him. How can he give me up? Admittedly I'm drinking and I know its not the time. I just acnt stand it. Your right. I gave it my all. I just can't seem to live without him. I need to tell him I love him. But why? So sick about it. Want to fing scream. Why can't he just see this is real and quit running?
USMCHokie Posted November 13, 2009 Posted November 13, 2009 I took a look back at your early posts to get the story...and I get that you feel so strongly about him, but you deserve someone that feels just as strongly about you...and I'm not sure he does...so even if you told him you loved him and he said he'd come back, is that really what you want and deserve...? You want to be with someone that will stop at nothing to be with you...that hurts as much as you do when you're apart...if you're giving it your all and he isn't, there's no balance and the relationship is destined to fall apart...and it's not fair to you... I know it hurts...I hurt too, just like you...but as everyone says, take it a day at a time, and eventually the frustration will start easing up...
GrayClouds Posted November 13, 2009 Posted November 13, 2009 I know I went through this the other day. I want to do it right now. Can't stop this. I so want to break nc. I want to tell him how important he is to me. How much I love him. How much I need to make things right before I move. God help me through this. Remember he already knew all that stuff and still he walked away. There is no point in putting yourself through that again,
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