what would you do?

[NaturalGirl14]

I was with my ex for 2years and 3months, we were fine, we was going to move intogether but i couldnt afford so he was going to get his own flat. we'd been aruging but nothing much. i went on the pill and i think its changed me i wasnt into sex as much, and we became sorta married like, and it was routine and the fun kinda went. Then he broke up with me claiming he wasnt ready for a relationship if he got back with me he just going to hurt me again he needed to sort his head out. we was texting and through texts he told me he was seeing this girl and he'd met her while with me which made him realise he wasn't in love with me. it didnt hurt me much that he wasn't in love with me because i realised i wasn't in love with him it hurt he moved on so quickly. he said she makes him happy and we should both move on. we met up for coffee and it was fun we was laughing and talking then he had to go meet her and i cried my heart out. he then said through texts he doesn't think i'm the girl for him. that broke my heart but i didn't show it. then we met up again and he said he lookds forward to seeing me like he see's his boys, and we're better apart and he doesn't want to get back together again through texts he said he loves me and misses me and thinks about me everyday. he said he wanted to be friends and meet up however it wouldn't go anywhere. so i sent a text saying i didn't realise he never wanted anything again and if theres no chance of it going anywhere i don't wana meet up as it would only hurt me and make me fall harder. everytime we text and mentioned the girl he said she's not my girl, she's not my girlfriend, yet i'm guessing the more he's seeing her the more he's going to fall for her. Im not sure i should wrap this up as a great relationship but its over, half of me wants to keep open and half wants to move on. i prayed to my angels and to god about what should i do and i asked for a sign or two wehther to move on or to keep it open and the day a new date came to pick me up, my exes brother walks down the road at the same time (he didnt kno where i live) and i can't hlep but thinking what kind of sign was this, was it i should keep it open, or did he wlak down my road to see that and tell my ex i'm moving on. I'm highly confused and i love him but now im scared I've lost his forever something inside me tells me he's meant for me.