SierraMarie Posted November 9, 2009 Posted November 9, 2009 Surely this is not the way life is meant to be. I was just thinking about my ex. I have been so depressed ever since the whole thing happened and I feel like I'll never be the same again. Like it's been a year and a half and you'd think I would be over it by now. But I knew that I would never get over this and I don't think I ever will. I really don't. It's not like I think about it all the time but when I do I realize that all my life is now is trying to be happy again because of it and nothing ever works. I am just so sick of it. I used to be so happy. It doesn't matter how much I think about it or analyze it I just can't figure out why this has messed me up so much. There's no answer. And even if there was, there's nothing I can do about it to fix it. I truly believe that. I really just feel so helpless. Sometimes I just want to give up. Actually I feel like that a lot because I am just so sick of everything. I just don't know what I've done to myself. I was so infatuated with this person that I just completely gave up my whole life and soul to try to be with them. That is the stupidest thing you can ever do. And now it's over and what do I have. Nothing. I don't even have myself anymore. My life has really never been the same. Thanks for listening to me whine and if you have any advice for me it would be greatly appreciated.
lost_4_words Posted November 9, 2009 Posted November 9, 2009 hiya sierramarie, i just want to tell you that as humans we have this instinct in us to survive. YOU will get through this and one day put this behind you and find a reason to smile with true genuine. i don't have much advice to give because i myself is in the same boat, but what i can tell you that your not alone. i myself relapse, but i find that life is too short to feel that way. this always worked for me when i get that way..."for someone who left me, that person is not worthy of my love and time to make me feel that way." time is the ultimate healer and you have taken great strides to get you were you are from day 1, i hope tomorrow is better for you...
brock9911 Posted November 9, 2009 Posted November 9, 2009 heya...well just letting you know your not alone...which is cliche and you already know this. and basically anything i say your going to say i know and ok iv heard this before. but its always nice to know someone is in the same situation and that some people care. i myself came out of an 8 year relationship and we've been broken up for 6 months now...as time goes on and as im supposed to heal, i feel like im going backwards in life. not caring and just letting myself dwindle away. i have tons of people who care about me and are worried about me, but all i can think about is how much i hate life and that all their doing is pittying me. well this isnt and wasnt meant to me motivational, but i hope you can pull through and that theres other people here to talk to and share misery with good luck brian
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