weltrav Posted November 7, 2009 Posted November 7, 2009 I'm not exactly sure why, but the past day or so as been really rough for me. Been NC for about 2 weeks, but all day today I have been so tempted to call the ex. I printed Caliguy's NC Guide and have it in my pocket to read every time I'm about to pull out the cell phone. Don't know what I'd be doing if not for LS, honestly wish I would have found it back in August or early September before I even tried to get back in contract with the ex. I just hope the NC thing gets easier... soon!
AliveAndKicking Posted November 7, 2009 Posted November 7, 2009 I'm sorry that you've had a rough day or two. The good news is that you made it through them and kept your healing a priority- great job! I smiled when you wrote about keeping CaliGuy's Guide in your pocket. I've done a similar thing in the past. When I was going through my wallet recently I found a couple notes. They were lists of the mean, hurtful, and downright abusive things my ex had done to me. I put it in there a long time ago during one of our many breakups and forgot all about it. I sat and read them and almost threw them away. Instead I put them away, where I put a few other things concerning her, both good and bad. I don't need things like that any more as there is no more internal struggle going on. That day will come for you too if you keep up the good work you're doing. You won't need CaliGuy's guide. Maybe you'll save it, put it away, as a keepsake for this tough period in your life here you grew like a weed. You're doing fantastic and I want to thank you for sharing your strength with us. Great post and GREAT job!
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