hopefullove Posted November 4, 2009 Posted November 4, 2009 I do so well in the morning, like when i first wake out, after a good sleep, and i dont think about him at all, and i'm happy, but as they hours of the day progress, more thoughts come into my head... of whys, and what ifs, and just complete confusion... I broke NC 2 days ago, i had to write something about being ignored... and of course, he has not responded....but i felt so good about it, and i felt so good about it this morning too, like, im moving on, but now, after being awake for 3 hours, im slumping again... and it sucks when i have a lot of time to myself... i know i need to keep busy, but i can't even begin to concentrate... it really sucks, my work is sending me back to my hometown for 3 months, and i'll be living on the same street as he... i feel like im starting to make the attempt to move on, and now i'll run into the chance of running into him now and again, and i dont know what he has been up to, what if i see him with another woman.... this sucks.
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