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I loved her and all she did is hurt me so much (My story)


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how does love feel like i dont know anymore.

Hello all I would like to share my story my english is bad so i hope i dont get anything wrong.

 

Im 21 years old and i was single from age 17 to age 20 and one day i was going out with my friend to town at night for a drink and as i was drinking in town a group of people came to us and they startted talking to us like asking how we doing and stuff like geting to know each other i was very shy lol as im a very shy person in this group there was a girl with short blonde hair i looked at her and she was smiling at me and she said hello and i said hello she said are you having a good night and i said yes and you ? she said yeah then i went quite i didnt say anything but inside me saying talk her say something lol anyways i told my friend next to me in my language i said i like this girl man but i dont know what to say im shy lol and my friend said dont worry i will help you lol and i startted talking in my language to my friend and that girl with short blonde hair said why you specking this language i dont understand so i replied sorry my english isnt that good but i do speak english its just im very very shy so i was telling my friend what i want to say in my language and my friend will translate it to her in english lol its crazy right ? anyways at the end my friend said man you talk now be man and talk she wont eat you lol and i said ok and me and her went for a walk in town and startted talking and stuff getting to know each other more and as we were talking i cant stop looking at her face she had the sweetest smile ever! we talked for about 2 hours and she said she going home now i wanted to take her number but my mobile phone was off needs charging so she toke my number and she said to me i will text you when i get home and i said i will take her to the bus stop and i did and before she got on the bus we kissed i was so happy i told my friend man thank you for helping me out he said you happy you got her now dont forget me lol i said no i wont dont worry lol and we both went home i was so happy i startting singing as i was changing my clothes geting ready to get in bed lol i got in bed i didnt sleep i was holding my mobile phone waiting for her text message....

and she did text me she said hi this is my number save it and i did after this i felt like sending her a text message saying something but i just left it as i didnt know what to say anyways as the days pass we texting each other and stuff we decided to meet this time only me and her and we went out at night for a meal and and after we start walking in a shopping center i got her red flowers. after this i toke her to the bus stop and we kissed before she got on the bus. as the days pass we texting and calling each other and stuff she said yeah my birthday soon so i thought i will have to get her something nice on her birthday and i got her a gold chain and a perfume and as the days pass we startting each other more and stuff i startted paying for her taxis get to her home at night because i felt unfair for her geting the buss at night

as the days pass.... we meet more going out watching movies and everytime i meet her i give her a gift i just wanted to make her happy all the time and wanted to show her that she means the world to me, few months later i told her i love her and she said i love you i was so happy as the days pass... i give her more gifts and stuff taking her out having a good time i dont know what happened to her she startted been bad to me like not replying my text messages not picking up my calls i didnt know what to do and i didnt know whats wrong so i startted texting her more saying please reply begging her to reply and to tell me whats wrong and she replyed to me in few days saying stop!!!! stop texting me im sick of it stop calling me i was really shocked i didnt know what to say so i left it and called her the second day she picked up and she said what do you want i said sweetie please tell me whats wrong did i do anything to hurt you ? she startted laughing at me and i can her sounds at the background guys laughing she said me no like you so i said sweeite whats wrong why your doing this time she said again me no like you shes saying it as if shes taking the piss like i dont know any english so i said to her i will call you later and she ended the call on my face i called her later she never picked up and i texted her she never replyed back and the days go pass i didnt know what to do i was going crazy stopped going out to see my friends i stopped talking to my family i really didnt know what to do i just stayed at home in my room i felt like the world has stopped i really loved her so much and i called her she picked up and said god leave me alone stop calling me **** off!!!!

i wanted to tell some one about it to get help so there is a friend that i really trsut his from my country and he was online so i invited him to a voice confrance and we startting talking and he said to me man you dont sound happy tell me whats wrong so i told him the full story and he said to me man you spoilt her by taking her out all the time and buying her all the gifts and saying to her you love her all the time this makes the girl feel powerfull and in control and he said to me bro no mater what you never let the girl to be in control and he said now what you can do is stop talking to her for 2 weeks dont text her dont call her dont meet her nothing stop all of that i said man i cant do it its to hard i cant go 1 day without talking to her he said look you want the girl do what i say or else she will she keeps treating you like this so i said fine and he said from now switch your phone off and i said why and he said to me by doing this it will make the girl think that she lost you and will make her think omg what did i do to him and i said ok as the days go i switch my phone on some times to look if i have missed calls then i switch it back off 1 week gone she never phoned or texted and i invite my friend in a voice confrance i said man she didnt call or text and he said to me sorry to say bro but i dont think this girl loves you if she did love you she would of at least tryed to call you or something so i startted crying i said what can i do now man i love her so much and he said sorry to say bro but love now a days is hard its not like before anymore. he said i know its hard but try to forget her do something to keep you busy go out meet friends he said staying at home wont help you i was feeling really down so i went out to my friend he lives not far from my house and i told him everything and he huged me and he said bro from now on come to me everyday we go for long walks and talk and stuff and i startted doing that and one day i was walking with my friend in the park and she phoned me so my friend said pick it up and tell her how you feel and i did she didnt say anything so i said to her do you love me and she replyed i think so i got really angry and i smashed my phone picked up my simcard and went home after few days i got a new phone and put the sim card in and i said to my self that it i wont let her control me like this i will be strong and start forgeting about her it was hard at first start. i startted drinking badly few weeker later it got weaker i startting thinking less about her. until today i will never forgive her for what she did to me my last text message to her was (i will never forgive you for what you did to me and i hope one day you meet a person that you really love and will do the same thing to you).

now im suffering from panic attacks i get them some times but not much the doctor said it will go away soon panic attacks dont stay forever. thats my story and its my fault really for leting me self love.

NOW AFTER ALL THE MONTHS ME RUNNING AFTER HER BEGGING HER. SHE COMES AND SAYS SORRY AND I THINK ITS ****ING TO LATE TO SAY SORRY NOW I TOLD HER TO **** OFF

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