Goatsbreath Posted November 1, 2009 Posted November 1, 2009 So ex contacts me today, I have to say its been almost a year sense breakup. We have not been no contact the whole time, its been intermittent with a period of a few days sex and then pushing me back away. Then I said the hell with this and went complete NC. Its been a little over 2 months and today I get this from her. email:happy haloween!! hp ur having a boo tiful day! miss u I don't know, whats it matter, nothing, I'm pretty much over it. Last I heard she was with some other guy making his life complicated as I spied on his facebook status and it keeps going from "in a relationship" to "its complicated". Haha, its not really complicated, shes just messed up. I'm pretty much over her because I now find myself worrying about another girl I just started seeing. Its only 2 months or so old and I like her but I don't think its going anywhere. She's way younger, has a kid and seems only interested in filling the time with me in texts, only occasionally coming over for what seems to be a sex visit. wtf, I find myself actually liking her and would like to hang out more but she seems busy all the time. Sometimes I tell myself to forget this girl but I can't because I really don't know many people where I live and the sex is really good. Can I just use her for sex without getting myself emotionally involved? I try to spin that rationale into my head but I don't think so. I find myself involved more and being hurt if she tells me she is going to try and come over one night then don't make it. This has happened twice. Ofcourse, later she says she fell asleep or how busy her day was and wants to hang out a different day. So this leads me to my ex. It makes me want to contact her not because I think she wants back or because I do but because I just want someone to hang out with. Me and my ex used to me friends before we dated, like friends for over 10 years I have known this girl. I sort of always figured we would connect as friends someday. I thought it would be when I was in a solid investment of feelings with another relationship. Currently, what I am in is surely not a relationship, its more like sex. So, do you think its safe to go ahead and contact my ex. I realize this is messed up, sorry....lol
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