unknown815 Posted October 29, 2009 Posted October 29, 2009 Just hear me out. I will make my long story as short as possible. I have been broken up with my ex / father of my child for over ONE year. we share a 2 year old together. BAD break up. He ended it. Was an Ahole to say the least! I LOVED him and guess i still do..We fought and could not come to terms for a very long time. I wrote him love letters, hate letters, acting cold, acted friendly - tried everything under the son. And he had a girlfriend at the time..As of 6 MONTHS ago i gave up. I have remained completely neutral with him. Calm, cool and collected. We are friendly, great at communicating for our daughter. I guess you can say i was healing and actually becoming okay with the situation..so about a month ago i guess you can say we've been flirty. He still has a Girlfriend from what he told me..2 weeks got mixed up in this sexual convo via text. if i had a boyfriend. i said "no" but said i was seeing someone. which im not. Then i got mad because he was being very raunchy so i told him "i would never really sleep with you and i pity your girlfriend". he responded that he is VERY happy in a relationship and he would NEVER cheat on her and was messing around with me...Anyway, we had plans to take the our child to the circus in 3 weeks..after this took place and i acted like a bitch to him, he casually cancels the circus and says he simply doesn't wanna go with me. I found out also that he LIED about having a girlfriend still..he made that up! So,,i guess because i felt rejected, i called him out on lying about the girl, send him about 10 texts about what a scum bag he is and how i don't know why i try to be nice when hes a selfish piece of ****...I said mean horrible things. all my anger released!!! He didn't even respond! OK, now i feel like an AHOLE!! He did deserve this though but now i feel like we just took so many steps back..I thought the circus think might be really good for us and a way to feel each other out and now I'm stuck here. I told him not to text or call me anymore and I'm done communicating...honestly, i dont even think he cares...I'm at a loss. sad. want us to be normal. Want us to still go to the circus. What can i do here???
Author unknown815 Posted October 29, 2009 Author Posted October 29, 2009 2 weeks got mixed up in this sexual convo via text. i meant to say 2 Weeks AGO
Author unknown815 Posted October 29, 2009 Author Posted October 29, 2009 I just got so angry i guess that he plays these games with me. I just wish i knew how he reallly felt. I was on and off with him for 8 years and know him 15. we have been through it all. I just wish there was a way to get another fair shot with him. i kick myself down all the time when really i did try everything possible. Now i was trying for it to be only about our child but he just acts loike he doesnt care about anything. But if that were the case, why try to piss me off by sayig he has a girl and that she willl be around our daughter. I dont know what to do anymore. i really dont
Author unknown815 Posted October 29, 2009 Author Posted October 29, 2009 i feel like if i try to talk this out with him and be on better terms, i look like a fool. i never stick to my guns. Do i just have a "F U" attitude and maybe he will be bothered enough to make things ok? im tempted to write a letter or do something but thats ridiculous after i just told him and off and to keep away. I Always do that! ugh!
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