4givrnt4gtr Posted October 25, 2009 Posted October 25, 2009 Omg man, i opened a whoooole can of worms last night. I was doing ok, im not gonna say well cuz obviously i wasnt, but at least i was keeping it to myself...til last night A friend/coworker quit yesterday so after work i decided i didnt want to go home and instead she and I went to get some drinks Anyway one drink became one too many. We ended up getting REALLY drunk and talking to some random dudes. I was ofcourse still sad, lonely and missing my ex like crazy. Luckily I dont have his number anymore otherwise i would have called him up. Anyway i started flirting with one of the guys and after many many drinks i just grabbed him and made out with him. Literally, grabbed him. He didnt complained but oh lord not necessary. I didnt even know his name! Anyway after a while i started feeling sick and mostly even more sad cuz i really just wanted my ex. So anyway my friend nad I sneeked out and the guy kept texting my friend about how I was and if there was anything he could do I felt soooo bad. On top of that, god only knows how i pulled out my computer I use for class notes, connected to internet in the middle of a parking lot and sent my ex a facebook message, re-adding him telling him i miss him a lot. (i wish there was a smiley slapping its forehead!) Then I proceeded to DRIVE home...although i wanted to stay in the parking lot but my friend wouldnt let me. (ofcourse she was wasted too) ughhhhh so so so dangerous. I woke up this morning not wanting to see what kind of damage i made....i didnt remember what i wrote to my ex, and then i woke up to a text from the guy at the bar. I dont even remember giving him my number! and then, apparently he found me on facebook too Ughhhh i feel so bad. To my surprise my ex added me literally the second i added him (2am!) and then today he, in his childish style has on his message "Ok Im not what i promised you I would become" Ofcourse after the alcohol fog lifted I realize regardless of anything, we're still broken up, he didnt asnwer anything to my message and it just doesnt matter.... In regards to the other guy i felt horrible, we only kissed but i feel guilty and i hate leading people on.... Ughhhh
dashing daisy Posted October 26, 2009 Posted October 26, 2009 You seem to be most concerned about being so drunk that you randomly made out with some guy, and drunk facebooked your ex. Yeah, those do kind of suck, but are within the realm of what most people would do when they drink too much after a breakup...neither one threatening to your life or the lives of others, although the repercussions might be unpleasant. On that note: You probably didn't lead this guy on...you were a really drunk girl at a bar, you just kissed, and you don't know his name, so no real worries there. And your ex added you back and sent you a message, so it's not like you made a complete fool out of yourself...not sure what else to say there. You're in good company on these two... However, I have to say...You should really make sure that next time you get this drunk you don't drive. Seriously, you could kill someone/yourself, and/or get your licence suspended. You had many, many drinks, felt sick and then drove home. Do I really have to tell you what a dangerous decision that was?
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