4givrnt4gtr Posted October 13, 2009 Posted October 13, 2009 So ive been struggling the past week or so with missing my ex. As hard as I tried i couldnt knock him off the pedestal i had put him on.... ...and then today I went to study in our old university's library. Being there made me think of how ironic was that we were so close for so long and now when it matters we're hundred of miles apart. Well i went back to my book, which was something related to biology. I couldnt possibly imagine studying that as a major, its just too complicated, too hard!...and then it hit me. He was a bio major in our school, bio-pre med. The hardest major the school has. On top of that he worked full time and yet he still found the time to date ms demanding, who always wanted him to be with her every single spare moment he had....and he did...for 5 years. And now, that he is doing something MUCH easier, isnt even working, and we cant even go out on dates that would take time off of his studies he tells me he is just too busy??? WTF!?! It made me really REALLY realize, its not about time, or distance. Its about him not wanting me, period. Its about him using me to get thru the few months he had left before going to school. I then remembered how the week after we started dating he went on an interview in the city he is at right now (i didnt know this at the time) So he knew i was just a fling, nothing serious. He lied, he used me, he is the worst type of *********. Wolf in sheep's clothing. He's nothing but a front. He's a coward and a selfish jerk. He could have cared less what would happen to me after he moved, all he cared about was that he didnt want to be alone while he left. Ohhhhhh it got me furious.....and oh so free of him. Thank god for anger...i hope it lasts.
SierraMarie Posted October 13, 2009 Posted October 13, 2009 I'm so sorry that happened to you. Seriously, what an *******. I feel your pain. It's amazing how people can be so inconsiderate.
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