Ash_fiasco Posted October 1, 2009 Posted October 1, 2009 hi...i am from India and here's my problem: well...i had a gf whom i met online an year ago..we started dating after some months....things went fine...she even warned of leaving me any instant from the point of beginning of our love relationship...due to the family pressure she had over her..i told her ok if it's so i would stop talking to you but she forcefully took me into the things deeply.....i tried to convince her time and again to support her....and a serious drama initiated in our life cycle...i had full trust over her love but after an year she rang me up sayin " i cannot keep any relation with you no more" it happened with me for the first time...and so i was not able to bear it all....i asked her a thousand times...the reason but she kept saying my family members particularly my father does not agree upon our relation.....i could not convince my mind at all i was completely wondering that what's wrong with me.....i asked her that do you still love me????she said no.....a sudden change of mind in her attitude and behaviour that's what i observed...she had a sudden change of heart for me due to her family pressure.....it just made me fell off...i was feeling as if she left me no where.....i was all alone just because i came far away for my college studies back from home....i tried to call her...but then came her best friend from Australia in between to tackle me and my calls to protect her as if i was going to eat her up...he said that "forget her...she have no interest in you"......it irritated me a lot....and showed me what the hell i messed up with in my life.....from that point of time i seriously began hating her...and hell yeah i know my one year love,trust was just turned into a graveyard...now it's been about three months but still i get the good and old memories in my mind yeah sometimes i start reminiscing..the days when we used to be together......i feel myself to be alone and strange but a bit strong..and my views over girls have changed completely....i know i cannot blame all of them...that they all do the same thing but i don't trust any girl maybe a few i know in my life..my few friends say that don't you worry everything would be ok and fine...as days would pass by you would forget her but i know things don't work that way and it's not that easy to wipe her out of my head..i try to concentrate on my work and then comes her picture....yeah a mini pic.....i don't understand how to pack up those memories and dump it some where far and far away from my life.....!!!!!!!!!!!!
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