lillymountain Posted September 30, 2009 Posted September 30, 2009 first, i wanted to thank you guys again for supporting me, it really helped. i went to visit him and stayed three days which was the longest we could manage to spend together and my fears are pretty much blown away. ...it just feels so empty here, everytime i come home from seeing him, or when he leaves... and i just feel so frustrated that i can`t be with him, that i simply can`t instantly move there and that he as well can`t just leave everything behind immediatly. i`ll fly over again in three weeks for basically one whole day, does anybody think i`m crazy?
Flavour Posted September 30, 2009 Posted September 30, 2009 :)I don't think you are crazy, on the contrary, you are doing the best thing you can do.
Author lillymountain Posted October 1, 2009 Author Posted October 1, 2009 Thank you for your answer. i just hope time will go by soon now...
Flavour Posted October 1, 2009 Posted October 1, 2009 I am going to do 22 hours of flight to stay with him 3 days, so I guess I know what I am talking about. We just argued then he apologized and now..........I am waiting for time to pass, just like you;)
Author lillymountain Posted October 3, 2009 Author Posted October 3, 2009 Hi! i don`t know if i should be slightly upset.... we talked on skype today and he simply FORGOT the exact date when i`m going to see him again.it`s in three weeks and he obviously managed to arrange a climbing trip with his friends on this specific weekend - well, he is not going now, but still....
Author lillymountain Posted October 4, 2009 Author Posted October 4, 2009 Does anybody please have an opinion about this? i mean, it might be that i`m just childish, but on the other hand i`m making quite an effort to go and see him and he just mixes up dates. he is extremely busy looking for a job at the moment and under pressure `cause its not too easy to find one. i`m busy to, working and studying, but at least i have a schedule and that`s why i thought it should be me to hopp on a plane once in a while, till he has a work routine again. andi thought about looking for a different job which would give me more flexibility, so going to see him would be easier for me. so we talked yesterday and somehow i got the impression that i`m almost doing too much.... i would be thankful fo every kind of coment. Lilly
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