devestation(update)

[hrtbrk hotel tenant]

alright im back ppls lemme give u an update: whas with a gurl for 3yrs we had good and bad times she was recently separated when we started talking a lot of issues initially b/c i didnt trust her with my feelings and i was immature and unable to communicate effectively and cope with my emotions. we broke up on june 3 she immediately started seeing someone and slept with him. I had told her i started talkin on the phone with a gurl and she immediately started hanging out with me again and we were being together and seeing each other a lot but a couple of times i would not talk to her for a wk or so and recently we stopped talkin for a while. I would check her emals,phone records so i know she is talkin to a couple of guys one in particular who is very young(she is 27 and he is like 21). She offered no explanation as to why she wouldnt talk to me just that she wasnt in love with me anymore and that she needed space. i am completely heart-broken b/c i let her come back into my life and then she just left abruptly as the first time she broke up with me. i havent called her but i miss her dearly but i feel like she has moved on with her life i love her completely and i am mad that she doesnt reciprocate that love but i cant make her fall in love with me. i ache all the time and i am trying to move forward(got a gurls number this wkend) but i constantly yearn for her i want her back but i dont know if i should at this pt. it is obvious that she has no feelings for me considering she moves quickly into another relationship yet i carry hope that one day God willing she will be in my arms. at this pt i am just trying to heal and learn from this experience.