GrayClouds Posted September 26, 2009 Posted September 26, 2009 Wearing out the friends with the moods. Can't not go out for a drink, the next day I am way to depressed. Pretty much kept myself busy through working out, able to drop 20 some pounds and get a some tone, Though I find myself loosing interest in it. Tried cutting back a bit but no help. What I use to look forward to, now its a chore. The second job just ended so thinking about money again. The main job is rocky and a bit overwhelming. I know it takes time. But I feel like I have already wasted so much of it. Missing her and not wanting anything to do with her. tired and so lonely
JaggedRoad Posted September 26, 2009 Posted September 26, 2009 I feel you. It's a hard road ahead, but just keep your chin up. There are good days and there are bad days. It's the way of life. This isn't something new for you. You experienced the same when you were with her as well. What you need to do now is replace her presence with something else that is positive or just another outlet. Download steam, buy yourself Half-Life 2, and download whatever mod that makes you happy.
mickleb Posted September 27, 2009 Posted September 27, 2009 You have not wasted one minute. All of it is important and you may not appreciate the significance of it for a while. But you probably will one day. It is what it is. Simple as. Take some time to focus on a mid-term goal. Being healed is too bizarre to imagine, maybe and some of the short-term stuff is wearing thin. If you could save just a little bit of money, what would you like to do with it? Where would you like to visit? What experience could you try, just because you can? Think of who you'd like to be, then dilute it into something to aim for, that you can see is just outside of your grasp. But make whatever it is you're aiming for really worthwhile, something you KNOW will benefit you, as an individual. Make it special. Hope this helps. x
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