lsb Posted September 22, 2009 Posted September 22, 2009 Hi. It has been four months since the break up. Almost 2 months no contact. However, I still check his facebook and dating sites. I do not know why. Nothing good comes from it. If anything I just am hurting myself. Also, I had his number blocked this whole 2 months but last week he tried calling me from another number and left a message. So I changed my number. Now I just feel empty and a dark pit in my stomach. I just feel like maybe this was too drastic? Do I look weak? The thing is: his messages upset me still and bother me. And, I wish I could just not care at all as if he is some stranger. But he was the first guy I was ever with. And it was pretty much my only serious relationship. It was only 6 months but it got serious and was too much. I feel sick because I guess I thought your first is supposed to be someone special instead he was just an *******.
john1988 Posted September 22, 2009 Posted September 22, 2009 Not at all it's still early days he needs to respect your boundaries, you are doing well if someone has been nasty like that they don't deserve the time of day from you.
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